..where do I start. She has been my cute asian princess for more than 12 years we've done everything together, cried, laughed, joked, and even caresse...d, but we never made love to one another even though we both saw the desire to be with each other a long time ago. Well I've always wanted to be with an asian woman but just never thought they felt attracted to black men, I asked my asian friend why is it that your culture doesn't like black men she told me "we don't think black men find us. So you excuse yourself from our table and go stand next to him at the bar. i can’t see that the 2 of you are talking. But you get another round of drinks and come back. We finish our drinks and then we decide to head back to your place. On the way you tell me that you want to take a detour. So you go down to a part of town and pull into a motel. i ask you what’s up? You just tell me that i’m in for a good time. i’m all kinds of excited thinking that you and i are finally going to hook up after. Little rude reply for me to go back in shells for next 2-3 months. Again on lonely market roads I proposed, again No – reply. God pls. Help me. By this time I had fantasized this women many times.And I wanted her badly, By now I had almost wasted a bucket full of sperms masburating with idea of this lady. For 2nd – 3rd round of masburating if I was not exploding just needed to bring this lady in front and within 2 min it was all over.For a change I started avoiding this lady, and to my surprise. ” “Don't mention it, it's the least I can do,” I responded. I helped her move her car seat over to my truck, and we got in and headed toward town. Once we arrived at her parents house, I helped her get her stuff and made sure her and her baby were inside before I went to retrieve the car. It was just a little before midnight when I unhooked the strap from her car, safe in front of her house. I smiled to myself as I climbed back into my truck. It had been a good night, and I was ready to get.