..anything cute! u kno w/ those irrisistable faces...but my moms like samantha i dont want to pay for another dog! im like mom im takin it back to sch...ool...ill most likely have a job next year @ school...and my summer job money will go towards the puppy and ill train it--she doesnt understand how badly i want one!! ahh (hoping i get the summer job) but again like u said im glad everythings good w/ the girls and DZ and all that good stuff--and im so excited for u about aaron! u better put up. It was kinda dingy , with a rough crowd..but I didn't care,I just wanted to drink. He started me off with One, then Two.....guys would come up buying me drinks because he had the band announce it to everyone!I was getting so drunk...when a very handsome chisled faced guy sat down and introduced himself as Blaine. He asked Rob if we wanted to smoke any weed, Rob declined(he was driving) but encouraged me to have some.Blaine helped me up and out we went behind the bar and he pulled out a very fat. Ellis around at noon and walked right in without knocking. He looked at the three of us and said, "Well, well, look at all that hot white cunt waiting for my big dick to make their white pussy happy." All though crude, he spoke the truth."Ellis, we are going to use my bedroom unless you object. We would all like to watch each other with you if that is okay with you. We will let you decide which one of us you want first," You in the mini intrigues me, but I want the white little whore who got me. But I am changed.I sip my morning coffee and tell myself that I am changed.We are a conversation with the world -- sometimes, a one-wayconversation, sometimes not. When we were just kids, we'd bounce abasketball in a driveway to our own running radio-announcer-styledcommentary of our invisible triumphs; what were the inner guiding voicesthat the little girls down the street would hear? Sometimes, as now, adifferent monologue, one of all our unanswered questions: Why me? What amI now to do? Or,.