You're beautiful," also a whisper. I reached out to her with one hand, partially to steady myself, and also just out of need to touch her skin. My pal...m cupped her shoulder ever so lightly. It was as if I was afraid anything more would make the entire moment disappear. I turned my hand, tracing the backs of two fingers down her arm to her elbow. Her eyes drifted closed as her nerve endings were aroused; I could feel the little goosebumps rise under my fingers. My own skin had its own currents. ....''''no no dont suck just kiss it, here like this here kiss the cock, keep holding it up like that and kiss it''he made me kiss it , going up and down his big hands controlling my head , kissing his fat cock i keep in my small white handsI dont know why i just listen to him telling me exactly how to behavemaking me kiss his nice veiny cock''you are cute, let me get your thing''i was wondering what he was talking aboutbefore he walk back in the living room a cute pink pair of undie for me out. So many girls are so easy to love. It was, perhaps, one of the turning points of my life. To some extent my wandering was because I didn’t want to break my promise- but also because my life has been a slow education on the subject that perhaps Suzie wasn’t all that special. And that was my first lesson.It’s one of the reasons, I suspect, why I eventually walked away from meeting Suzie again. I loved the girl that Suzie was, truly. But she hasn’t been that girl in a long time. I loved Rachel far. As we were getting in the elevator, I was hoping that we would be alone, wondering if I would grab her ass or her tits on the ride up. A woman, older and uptight, came in just as we were going to close the door. It was a ride that lasted less than a minute, but Susie said to me, “When I saw you in the bar, I knew you were the one I was going to fuck, regardless of what the plan was.” The woman looked uncomfortable and couldn’t wait to get out of the elevator. We got off first, and as we were.