I want to throw the cover off of me and tell them to leave me. To go on with the climb, but I can't because I still have a strong urge to live. Althou...gh I accept death which is my rapidly approaching fate, I don't have to agree with it.The MonasteryI feel warmth as I wake up. We are no longer out in open weather because there is none of the constant wind blowing into my sleeping bag. I am not being jostled because I am laying on something that feels like a solid floor. A cold floor, but a floor. The house is back looking it's best after the orgy on Saturday night. I found lingerie in the pool leaf filter. Underwear dr****g some garden plants resulting from the guys trying to see whose underwear could stretch the most . One pair is on the neighbours roof!Feeling a bit jaded and wanting to enjoy the last of the warm Autumn days I am heading to Piha to enjoy some sun on the black iron sand beach , and maybe a short walk through the bush to one of the viewing platforms.With the roof down. " Because, she's paying my salary and the company insurance is paying the major bills. To her mind that's plenty. Besides, I can't risk pissing her off and having her fire me. Where would we be then?"Marge turned to Bill, "I wouldn't do that." Are you sure?" No," she paused, then sadly, "But I don't think I would."Bill looked at her and shrugged. "If you're not sure then how the hell is that poor girl supposed to know. She's got too much at stake to risk crossing you."She heard Jill telling her. " But you need your decision to be about what you would like to do, not about any second thoughts you think I might have. Because the hardest thing I had to do this week was to get what happened Sunday out of my mind so that I could concentrate on what the instructors were saying. In case you have any doubts, let me assure you, I am all for it. But only if you can do it and then go to bed with me on Sunday night and think, 'Damn! That was hot!' So leave me out of the equation. You had fun last.