She then asks me if I want to know how her evening went. At this point I tell myself I need to be supportive and smile- if I come off upset or combati...ve I might end up losing her. She made it clear I need to be ok with this arrangement or the marriage will end. So, I fake it a little because I am still not 100% on board yet. "yes sweetheart, please tell me about your night. Did you have fun?" "I had such a great night" she begins with. "I actually was very nervous when I left the house. It's. And maybe it wasn’t – to her. But I was definitely aware of movement in my shorts and I turned away quickly, reaching down for our flip flops as a ruse to turn my back, lest my crotch stirrings were obvious. She non-chalantly slipped on her footwear and we headed back to the house, returning to the same, casually inane conversations in which we had engaged on the way down, with no mention or even awkwardness about the hands we had laid on each other’s chests. Could I have been making more of. " That's just perfect, just two genteel ladies meeting to have a nice cupof tea," smiled Margaret.We toasted to my hoped for success and spent the rest of the afternoonshopping. I had a delightful time because it was my first full-timeexcursion shopping openly as a lady. All my other previous purchases ofladies clothing had been secretive furtive visits to charity shops andthrift stores. I felt a truly liberated woman, for just as Margaret hadpredicted, nobody read me once. Not even the. " "I hope so," she replied. "I just am not feeling it today the way I have the last few days. I'm hoping you can help me get my confidence back again. "Of course, I am happy to help you Jenny. I'm just not too sure if it would do any good for me to paddle you on top of that poodle skirt and petticoat, would it?" "I'm sure that's right, Mr. Bell, it is quite a few layers." "Jenny, this time I think you should step back behind my desk so I can help you lay across my lap." He said, as he pushed.