He will distort your face but not mine. I want to be recognised.”“You won’t be embarrassed doing it then?”“Of course I will,” she replied.... “Very few men have seen me naked but I will just think of Rakesh and that will spur me on.”“I think it would be advisable to go through a script together and maybe do some rehearsing.”Isha smiled. “Yes, I think that would be a good idea.”“I mean, you don’t want to look shy in front of the camera when I see you naked for the first time, do you? You want him. All of a sudden it didn't seem like such a good plan, but I was committed. No sensible alternative. Bricks and mortar versus nearly two tons of steel. It was going to be a tough fight, but I had to remain confident. Slid low in the seat. Prayed too late the office wasn’t reinforced. Gripped tight. Braced for impact.The first thing they teach when learning to handle a car is to stay alert, no matter what. Fractions of a second count. That solid advice allowed me to dab the brake a mere moment. I was exhausted by the time hecame inside of me the second time. I don't remember anythingafterwards. I think I had passed out. Thursday morning, I crawled outof bed and got everyone off to school and work. I took a bubble bathand languished in the tub for half an hour as I soaked and shaved myunderarms, legs and vagina. Just as I was patting myself dry, the phonerang. Naturally, it was Bob. "Hello, Cindy. I'll be there in fifteenminutes. Wear a garter belt, stockings, high heels, your wedding. But I’m ... coming to my senses. Waking up to my own silliness and immaturity. I used to think that was an exclusively male condition, but I was so wrong about that, too.”“Jess, please ... call me ... Dick. I’ve come to prefer that name now. I’m glad to see that you’re more ... open-minded now. Also, I owe you an apology ... for living a lie. I’m gay. I just needed to accept that fact. On the upside, if I hadn’t lived that lie ... we wouldn’t have these two pride and joys, would we? I don’t.