I became anticipated and took the time to put on some soft music, something she would like of course. As I began to pour the wine I heard Jewel’s ca...r come into the driveway and the lights beaming from outside. I was actually excited, not for the possibility of sex, but to see her face as the realization of not having to cook lit her eyes up. Trying to act as natural and casual about the situation as possible, I pretended to look busy as I washed up in the kitchen. The door creaked open and from. But with a bit of effort I managed to make it stick, the momentary pain when I let go of the handles forcing a sharp intake of air from me, the sound mirrored with a delighted gasp from Jackie. The second paper clip went on at the first go, and then I stood in front of my high-school nemesis, naked and with a thumping heart. I felt like a slut, exposing myself willingly to her like this, and the small level of pain mingled with the shame became like a magic spoon that stirred up the juices. You have my word. Do you hear me?" I nodded, slowly. "Now take a few slow breaths. That's it." I quit shaking. She held me at arms length, peered into my eyes. "You okay now?" Again I nodded, sniffed. She stood, kept her hands on my shoulders. "I'll be back in a few minutes. You stay right here. Want a drink?" "Okay." I smiled weakly at her back. Stiffly, I reached for the bedside tissue, then lay back. I was afraid to relax, afraid the terror. ”“Wow,” he said, the word gushing from his mouth. He realized he’d been holding his breath.“That was fun!“ she said. She examined her hand. “Messy, but fun. Be right back.”She jumped up and went to the bathroom, returning with a towel she was cleaning her appendage with. She looked unbelievably erotic still wearing only the hose and garter belt. As she used the same towel to clean his appendage, he felt it trying - unsuccessfully - to become erect again.“Maybe someday I’ll suck it,” she said,.