You and Kevin sweat the big stuff and I'll work on the details. And, if I can keep from getting into trouble, I enjoy the market research too," she sm...iled."I don't know what to say. What will your parents think when you tell them of your decision?" I'm not sure. I hope they'll support me. I'm pretty sure my father will. He's as into this project as anyone. Mother might be another story, though. I'll have to wait and see."The rough handling testing began the following week. We found a well-used. Should be there in 5-10." Oh shit hun you are so much closer than I thought.'Standing in my kitchen I see him truck pass by the house and go around the block to park infront of the house. I am trying to calm myself and get my nerves under control. Then I hear it. The sound of my door bell. I open the door and see the tall 6' slender man with the most peicing blue eyes you will ever see starting back at me. The butterflies are going crazy in my tummy. I thinking to myself. Good God you are 30. I was making myself crazy.In the end, I decided that I had already made plans, and I’d keep them. I’d take each thing as it came along and deal with it. And decide what to do next. I’d keep my journal and review it. Most importantly, I’d try to talk to Melanie and Jennie.I went through the rest of the day Monday lost in thoughts. I did manage to get the homework assignments. I’d have a lot of catching up to do since I hadn’t done any reading over the weekend. Fortunately, my grades were good. He looks into your eyes. Take off your dress off, he says. You rush to comply, what hold this stranger has you don’t know but you want to please him, you want to make him happy. You can feel a fire starting in your body; you realize you are standing there in only your leggings, bra, and your panties under the leggings. He’s not forcing you but you feel that you want his approval, you know that if you please him, he will please you. Remove your leggings, he commands. You turn away from him and.