What was wrong with me? Andwhat was happening. Against the sunset of the large bay window in ourbig city apartment, I sat there curled up in the cou...ch eating a bolognasandwich, Curtis being respectful to me and still sat on the chairacross from me not making a move to my position. We talked for whatseemed to be hours.He talked about his dreams, hopes, and his childhood. I was able tooffer quite a bit of my childhood as the vague background I had onmyself matched my real one with obvious. I married my husband Mike out of High School when I was 18,A year later we had John. Its been 10 years since we got married. My husband mike is a good looking man. He stands about 6 feet tall and weighs just over 190 lbs. I am still in the same size as when we got married. I stand 5 foot tall and weigh about 105 lbs. I have sandy blonde hair and I have small perky tits that slope up like a ski slope on the tips. Its not that Mike is not attracted to me its that he sucks in Bed. I love him. Along the whip glinted the hint of metal imbedded into the leather. The whip looked well used. She looped it and hung it around his neck."This is a Blood Kiss whip. It is designed for maximum efficiency as well as maximum pain. It can flay a person of his skin, or leave irritating welts depending upon the wielder. Do not tempt me to use it on you. You will not enjoy it."She slid a blindfold over his eyes and tightened it."Take your punishment like a good slave," She whispered into his ear. His. What hurts more though is that my tormentors are justified in their taunts. I mean I get it that I am a slut & a whore. I was just thinking I have had 51 different men, one more than a porn star I have seen admit to.’ ‘Wow have you really done 51 different men? I don’t believe I have had as many women. In fact I know I haven’t.’ ‘Well you know with the gangbang, the orgy and now today, it quickly adds up. Anyway I understand that it is not respectable to be a slut but why do people have to be.