Because mom died early, I was brought up by papa. He has been more a friend than a father.He also didn’t marry for the second time as he thought his... second wife may not be able to adjust with us. The three of us were a happy small family till papa had the biggest turnaround in his life. His business flopped in a big way and he had taken a huge loan from the market and he was unable to pay it. He got into the habit of drinking and going to bars. I feared that he may become a alcoholic and as he. That same night as I was taking a shower to get ready for bed. I felt confused and baffled, I love my husband deeply yet here I was having sexual fantasies of another man. I wonder if Tom has fantasies about other women. The warm water beating on my body seems to relax me a bit…. I thought of what happened at the restaurant and felt myself grew warm. The shower door opened I turned around and Tom greeted me with the biggest hard on I have ever seen. He wrapped his arms around me and began. Still no period. I called Tom when I got in and told him about the game and the news—no period. Wednesday morning, I saw Jimmy in the hall, ‘Hey guy, need to talk with you when you got time.’ Jimmy said, ‘I need to talk with you too, ‘Sis.’ I need some help.’ I said, ‘OK—after school.’ Jimmy and I met at the Dairy Queen and went riding around. He told me again what happened on Friday night. He was embarrassed. I said, ‘Jimmy, you just felt too much anxiety since it was you and Cathy’s first. Last year a group of us went to the state fair. We had a LOT of drinks and were rather tipsy. He had been appointed the job of getting me back to the hotel (which I was very happy about) although, I wasnt sure I would have the courage to really tell him how I felt. We had been really flirting with each other the entire day (me more than him) and in my cloudy, alcohol soaked head, I think we were talking about us when we decided to leave the beer tent. We took the sky ride across the fair.