Mom and I crawled under the sheets, with me in the middle of the bed, and lay facing each other while shower noises came through the open bathroom doo...r."She's right." Mom's face was less than a foot away, when she finally said something."Is she?" I was a tired, idiot teenager. I had no idea what I was supposed to say."Yes. Yes she is. I ... I acted like a total slut, tonight. Partly, that was because I have decided to give Kristin anything she wants. But if I am honest with myself, I have to. As i am standing here waiting to see just how much more I can control myself before I just have a mental boner and pass out from pure excitement.Suddenly, she takes a step forward grabs me from my duty belt pulls me on to her. As I lean forward on her and she drops back up against the door. "Why don't u stop fighting it and go ahead and do what u know u wanna do?" Why do you keep resisting? She saids as she suddenly brushes her lips up against mines as if to kiss me but stops shortly just. She and Jenny had been on a road trip the previous week, bajaing all over the area, looking for free booze and willing men. I told her she should have looked me up as I had always wanted to have a go at her, but she just took a sip of her beer and laughed, saying mostly she did the driving and Jenny did the picking up. She told me that during the week she had been laid once, but Jenny was insatiable, fucking almost 4 guys at the same time.In Billings they had been to the movies, went to get. You took a breath. In through your nose and out through your mouth. La confianza es la clave- confidence is key. You remember reading that somewhere but it escapes your mind. You looked in the mirror again. You felt it was hard to be confident with your looks. You were a thirty-plus year old woman who had pushed out two kids leaving you with fat all over and large boobs that seemed to sag more than the tits of the model’s your age did. Where your figure was once small and humble now you hips.