Did I really think that I could fulfil thatrale any more? Of course not. But as his PA I would be involved with allthe goings on with my company and b...e making a valuable contribution too.I told him I would think about it.Back in John's office he told me that the effects of all the estragonwere irreversible. They had done their job well. Even if I could stoptheir use I would never function as a man again. Perhaps I shouldconsider going all the way and become a complete woman. I told him Iwould. "Master, it is I who should be paying my respects. After all I am probably the most junior member of this SCR present today." Nonsense, Ransome, ... err ... Emir; it is our privilege to have you here and bearing good news I understand."The Emir looked blankly at the Master and continued, "I see you have arranged a typically dreary sample of Oxford weather for me, Master."Just as the Master decided it was a joke, and prepared to laugh, the gong sounded and they all trooped into hall where the. I used to specially make sure to come across her when her husband was not around. One day I came early from office and she was in kitchen.I just went in and said hello meenu. I think she was surprised by me coming back early. I said I had some work so thought of coming back early. We stood there for like 15 mins talking but I was just checking her out. She being in her 40’s didn’t seems like so old. She looked as if she was just 25 years and no one could even guess that she had a high school. Her hair was very light brown or dark blonde, with a few grey hairs, but apart from a very few wrinkles around her eyes they were the only indication that she was approaching fifty. Hi! she exclaimed, and proceeded to engage in some jolly small talk. After he had finished a cigarette though, Pat interrupted. Jack is going to be Sarah for us today, he said, and I grinned stupidly. Thats OK, you can be Sarah if you like, Laura said. I need to change too, so Ill show you where you can get dressed..