All I can think about is if he is tipsy enough to take a chance and cross that forbidden taboo barrier with me tonight. The bulge in his pants was qui...te large and I know he is thinking about it.When I get to my room and turn to close the door, I can tell that from where he is sitting, he is only a few feet away and he can see into my room. I close the door only halfway and stand in it so he can get a longer look at my body. I want him thinking about his daughter sexually and her warm tender. Let me show you something.” He had a laptop computer, and he flipped open the top to display his email program.He clicked on a link in an anonymous email message, and a browser window opened and filled the screen. The screen filled with a scene that was obviously a porn website. He had my attention.Up on the screen came a series of nude photographs of Sheila and me doing things together. In the first, we were standing side-by-side with our arms around each other. We were obviously in someone’s. Zaaijer he couldn't be so forward yet. There wasplenty of time for that at a latter session. After all, Mikie had justturned fourteen, she didn't have many real assets to show off, but yetshe thought she had a 'bikini bod' as she called it.Dr. Zaaijer also took note of 'great photo ops.' Dr. Zaaijer was happyat even at fourteen Mikie was happy with her body. Dr. Zaaijer wouldexplore her feelings about it later. He would want the new Mikie to feelthe same way after Dr. Zaaijer was done with. “Escaping our ideas of how the world works, and who people are, is a really tough thing to do. I did get past it, eventually. But, if I can be blunt, you couldn’t overcome your view of how the world ought to work, and that’s what led you to leave. If you think about it, in the end, we both had the same obstacle to overcome, albeit we approached it from different directions.“I saw you as someone who you were not; you wanted me to be someone I am not. In the end, how we viewed each other, and how.