She's bubbly and funny and is so good to talk to, she makes me feel loved. Yeah we have our arguments, but seeing her angry side makes my down below a...rea twitch. Is that weird? I always hate myself for thinking about her in that way in even the slightest. It is wrong right? I've been like that about her for years and I admit, I don't like her telling me about boys because it makes me jealous. I wish I could just come home and creep up behind her and wrap my arms around her waist and kiss her. My parents knewabout Tracy."Jen came out of her shock, and noticed the grief of Alice and Becky. Weall got into a group hug.There's no great loss without some small gain. We were all friendsagain, and nobody and nothing would tear us apart ever again.We stayed until quite late, but eventually we separated and returned toour respective homes. Vanessa may have stayed for the night with Jen.It took me forever to get to sleep. I kept thinking about the horror ofwhat it's like to be murdered. I can date whoever I want, and until we change things, have sex with anyone I want, too. But you’re my main guy. I thought if you saw me with him we’d have a really erotic weekend, and besides I don’t want to keep secrets from you. And I’m a bit of a show-off, I guess, and knowing you were watching would sort of be like I was putting on a show for you. I thought it would be sexy.’ ‘Sure, I’ll just bet that guy would love to fuck you while I’m right there. It would really be comfortable for him.. What should I do? Can we start immediately?I said well, I can do a simple massage now so that you see if it helps you. You do not have to do anything. You just need to lie down and relax. Anil suggested that we go to the bedroom, it will be cooler there and you can try out the simple massage there. In the bedroom, I sat on the edge of the bed extending my legs across the length of the bed towards Anil and Anita.Anil sat at the other end of the bed and asked Anita to lie down and extend her legs.