I never realized I was crying, listing to myself. I closed my eyes tightly and imagined myself at home in my room singing with the radio. A sob ripped... through my voice, but I shoved it back inside and forced myself to keep singing. ‘I give you my destiny. I’m giving you all of me. I want your symphony, singing in all that I am At the top of my lungs, I’m giving it back…..’ Cien flashes through my mind and I feel a sob in my throat, but force it back down. Cien with his beautiful eyes and. Besides she's Jake's mom, and we don't even know if she's into girls." I smile as Tracy says this. Thinking back to what I saw when I came over to Mrs. Thompson's house early from soccer one day....long ago. (That however, is for a different time.)"Yeah, well anything's possible." I say to her. "So, what time are you getting home tonight?" I ask, wondering when I need to start cooking dinner. "I dunno, were fairly quiet here, so not late I hope. Maybe 10:00, 10:30?" She says with her usual. By lunch time the fish stopped biting, the sun had burnt the clouds away and the temperature had risen into the low eighties so we removed our shirts and stretched out on our camp cots dozing off as we tried to watch our floats for signs of a bite. “There,s no one about so I,m gonna make like Tarzan!” Bert have a half hearted bellow like a sick Tarzan might make, removed his shoes, socks, jeans and finally his underpants, his big dong sticking up like an iron rod in front of him as he lay back. This went on for maybe 20 mins and just opened up so much sexual desire for her I didn’t even realise i had in me. weeks and months past and I got more curious, at their house I started noticing things, clean washing laying about, dirty washing in the Hamper, it just did something to me. I wanted this woman and I didn’t know why. I started looking at every piece of underwear i could, however being an older woman there wasn’t anything too sexy. A few bits here and there, but of sheer see through.