And put breakfast on the table and went to another room. I asked her where is an uncle. She told me he went to the office early. I didn’t ask anythi...ng else and took my breakfast. After breakfast, I went to her. She tries to ignore me but I went in front of her. I asked her is everything good in between you and uncle. She nodded her head in yes and try to go out from the room. I again took her hand and asked aunty, please. I am your friend. And you can talk to me on this. It will be private. No. I know that He will protect my body, my mind and my soul with His strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me. Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy. His punishments are harsh, but i accept them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind. If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that i. And suddenly, the implications of what I was doing hit me with a shock as intense as if I had been slapped round the face. I was actually playing with myself! After little more than twelve hours as a woman, my male defences had crumbled so completely that I had been on the verge of masturbating my new female body. I no longer knew who I was. I had spent twenty-five years defining myself through my male gender; it controlled my attitudes, my whole outlook on life, and now it was gone, replaced. Like a dog, he leaned into the scratching, and nodded his magnificent head up and down against my fingers. Taking the ten foot length of rope that Matt handed me, I quickly fashioned a halter that looped behind the horse's ears and around his muzzle, leaving a long loop of rope whose ends attached at the muzzle loop. This loop would serve as reins."Watch him when you mount," Matt cautioned. "This one'll test you. He won't mind being ridden, as long as you don't mind showing him who's.