" I waspretty pissed because I felt like I wasbeing taken advantage of and after I'd been nice enough to let him off thehook on the money (of course, ...as itturned out, I was the one whowould've paid, but still). Then I got thenext clue that things weren't as theyseemed (I still didn't get it though), Lisa said, "Carin, I can't believe thatyou're trying to welch out on your bet.There was no rule about doing it at theapartment and as long as all four partscan be done tonight, I don't see whythey. My apartment. And someone was in my bed uninvited. WTF? So I turned them back on again to see just who it was.My unconscious brain must have been hard at work because as the lights came on and blinded me again, I knew who it was.The last time I'd seen her was "That Night" and the last time we'd talked was not a pleasant memory. She had told me to "Never speak to me again." And I hadn't. After a couple of months, it still hurt too.I remember getting annoyed then. After telling me to piss off and. As I entered his office, the sound of the door closes, and then the doctor calling me by name introduced himself as Dr Richard Deaker. My heart was racing as the doctor asked me routine questions about my medical history and general well-being, and then motioned me to take a seat on the examination table.Being in close proximity with this man was enough to make me quiver ever so slightly, and without even thinking about it I felt my loins begin to move.Dr Deaker asked me to remove my shirt;. You’re right, for some things there is no forgiveness.”I closed my eyes for a second and breathed deep, the rich coffee scent calming me a little.She started again. The woman was relentless. “It took me a long time to figure out even some of what was happening, and even longer to accept that Erich was that inhuman. Even when Maria explained it, I had trouble believing it. Because it meant I helped him, enabled him. Even if I didn’t know it”Inhuman was an excellent word. Somewhere along the way,.