I chided myself, why am I thinking about sex when my cousin who I haven't seen or spoken to in ages was visiting me, he would be the first family to v...isit me in China since I started work here 2 years ago. The demons swiftly answered that question much to my annoyance, "Rhea you've been lonely and depressed since forever and for some fucked up reason you always revert to Shan in your imagination to hold you and make you feel safe, feel loved and wanted. As if you mattered, but just so you know. "Hey I can change you if you are. It'll be better if you are as dry aspossible when you leave here. Once at the party, you can't changeyourself no matter how wet you get." But Mom." I changed you before, I'll change you again." OH OK," resigned to his plight. His mother was right. If he floodedhis diaper how would he change himself. He can't even unzip his dresswithout help.Kevin's mom changed his diaper, retied the bow of his sash in the backand zipped up his dress. When she changed him. She told me that it could never happen. I took out the one picture of Mrs. Brown and Mr. Olson that I had put in my backpack separate from the others and laid it on the table. Mrs. Brown asked where I got it. I told her I found it but that I thought she was gorgeous and that she turned me on. Her eyes kept going from me back to the picture. She asked me what I intended to do with the picture. I told her it depended on what she wanted me to do with it. She said fine. Grabbed the picture and ran. Now, spurred on by the drums, the incense and Raoul's obscene contortions, in the back of her mind a compelling desire began to form... a desire she hardly dared admit was there... but... yes... she had ENJOYED IT! DEEP INSIDE SHE WANTED TO GIVE HERSELF TO VALLUS AGAIN!Raoul was slipping out of his tight, shiny pants and soon stood fully naked in the murky half-light of the chamber. Marion could not keep her eyes away from his wiry, tight-muscled body; he looked so beautiful to her now as her.