Doutzen Kroes was the next model to be announced; as she passed Candice it was her who winked first this time. the Dutch model was wearing a red tight... leather catsuit with the mandatory exposed breasts and crotch; instead of the pumps she now wore knee-high leather boots on an equally killer stiletto heels. The heavy chain connecting her nipples had a company of two such items, a huge red gag stretched her mouth to its limits.Doutzen reach the stocks and assumed to position, Naomi got to work. .again and again...and finally she stopped her merciless lashing. I had no pride anymore, I felt like I had no soul, and the only thing in my world was the pain. Without a thought, inside of my mind, I vowed I would never disobey an order here again...regardless....regardless.I stood there and quivered and sobbed, the vicious lash marks burning into my flesh like hot irons. As suddenly as she had appeared, the Madam disappeared, and the guards snickered and smiled at me in derision as they. Thanksto some of the work I've done with the shrink, I feel ready to forgivehim, and move on with my life. I'm glad we could make up, but I'm stayingwith Becky's folks until I turn eighteen, if they'll have me.Your bud,Don.******Doug,I went back to school today. Becky had been tutoring me, getting me backon track. The shrink thought it might be a good idea for me to at leasttry going to school, one more way to get me back into the real world, Iguess. It went better than I could have hoped. The. ” I joked. “I’m looking for my life. It’s been missing for a long time.” I told her, as we connected our eyes.Our fingers now interlocked under the dimly lit corner of the bar, with just enough light to notice the stark difference in our skin tone. Her milky and fleshy and freckly digits clutching my slightly older and thinner and tanner fingers, as if they’d known each other forever.Her text went off. “That’s my husband pulling in.” Rachael looked up from her phone and pointed with her free.