Let’s go.”The car ride to my place was full of conversation. It was as if our words were intertwined together. The words were previewing what th...e night had in store. We were so deep in conversation that neither of realized we had been sitting in the driveway for a few minutes now. Together, we got out of the car and proceeded in the house.Chapter 4 – As we layI closed the door behind us as we entered my home. As soon as I did, there was no more conversation. We did not even stop to hit. The rest of the lunch was filled with our usual bullshitting each other, but then when it came time to line up to leave, Brad called us into a huddle.Brad said with tears in his eyes, “Best damn friends any guy could have. Fucking the best.”We all nodded, and the huddle tightened as it became a sort of circle group hug.Lex choked out, “I’m going to miss you guys.”Joey said, “For a while. But Brad’s right. You’ll find other guys to hang out with. And you’ll have your cousin around to show you. It was my pink fluffy one that was so soft it was like a cloud. "It will." My Master said as I stepped out of my room. I walked down the hallway. The couple dozen feet felt like miles. Finally getting to his door felt like an accomplishment, but I knew the big thing was coming up next. I knocked on the door, with fear at my fingertips. "Yup?" He said as he opened the door. "Um, can I talk to you?" "Why?" "Because of what you saw..." I said with a dumb look on my face. My brother isn't stupid.. Und einer von diesen Menschen ist Tia, meine Jugendliebe. Wir blieben vier Jahre zusammen, die letzten zwei Schuljahre, die ersten zwei Erwachsenenjahre, bevor wir uns trennten. Eigentlich trennte ich mich. Sie war eine Droge gewesen, unwiderstehlich, hatte mich permanent geil gehalten, nie in Ruhe gelassen. Ich konnte neben ihr nicht lesen, mich entspannen. Ständig musste ich sie wie ein notgeiler Köter bespringen. Und das Schlimme: sie liebte es, wenn ich sie besprang. provozierte mich.