I set down 3 more beers and chugged the remainder of my last one. we were all feeling no pain. I kissed her again and said well. she punched me and gr...inned. Ed then left for the bathroom again. as he left she said he was kissing her and reached into the hole and softly felt her breast. She said i jumped only cause I wasnt used to that, and he was pulling his hand out and I stopped him. then he looked into her eyes and felt her nipples and tweaked it. She said I was so turned on then I would. The end of school came slowly, but eventually the bell rang and it wastime to go. We quickly walked back to Craig's house, said hello to hisparents and headed upstairs."Where are we meeting the others?" There was no chance I could be Claireat Craig's house with his parents and sister around, so we'd arranged tomeet somewhere, but I'd forgotten where."At the cafe we went to on Sunday."We quickly got out our school uniforms, with Craig getting changed into aMetallica T shirt and a pair of jeans.. .. ““It excites you more.”He nodded.She smiled without responding.“Can I ask you something?” he asked her.“Sure, fire away.”“When you... when you were in bed with your lovers what sort of things did you talk about?”“All sorts of things, “she replied. “Sexual, that is.”“What, things you like doing? Things you would like to do?”Audrey nodded. “Lovers talk about sex,” she told him. “With a husband or partner your talk afterwards mainly focuses on work, money, kids but with your lover your focus is. When you control yourself and your activities, they can be fun. When those same things control you it is like walking into the pit."She was looking at me and nodding in resignation that what I was saying was true."Mom, during the past 24 hours how many drugs have you taken? You don't have to mention the drink in your hand."After going through some things in her head, she let out a big sigh and said, "I did some coke yesterday afternoon. Then some drinks after dinner. I took a valium to help me.