Damning me for a liar. And I let go. All the fears, all the realities, all the pain, the hurt, life. Wrapping myself around him, allowing myself to be... with him. Simply, purely, completely with him. Finally. And in letting go, I found it. Everything I had feared and longed for. Sought and hid from. Right here in this man, this poet, the touch and breath that I had come to depend on. Twining my arms around his neck, speaking without words, hoping he knew. Daring to hope he could read me as well. .?She: aaythu….. Promise akka…Me; Nan ninge kiss kodalaaa….?She: beda bedad…Me: nodu navibbaru Hudugiru.. adrallu friends…… onde thatteli uta tindi mathivivi…..She: adre idu sariyalla akka……Me; please ondusala….She.. Nange Naachike yagatte…….Me: nodu nangu yarilla, ningu yarilla.. Girlfriend film nodidiyall… ade reethee..She: aadru hedrike agate…..Me; Nee hellu Haage madidre… ninge ista unta…She: smiled … aaythu…. Yarigu Heloke illaaa….Me Promise…..She: ellige Hoguva?Me: nana Room geIbbaru. ..", he tells the voice on the other end, "... I have some... things... to take care of."As he hangs up the phone he turns back to face her. The washed expression across her face makes it clear that she knows that he wasn't calling for a tow. She takes an uncomfortable step back, nearly tripping as she does. She regains her posture and her attitude."I think it would be best if you left now.", she tells him, nodding her head towards the front door.He begins to take slow ominous steps toward her,. Now that got ourattention we all looked at her waiting for her to continue. Eventuallyshe asked, "What are we going to do about the apartment in Thailand?" Bloody hell" I gasped "We've booked it for 2 months." Thinking rapidlyI continued, "I'll send an email to the clinic - surely it wasn't burnedto the ground and the admin office is still going. I'll see if they cando anything for us."I sent the email then we went and explored Melbourne.That night at the beach campsite we set had a barbeque on.