. quiet Pony . . . easy now . . .” Slap ... slap ... “Easy ... nothing to worry about ... just a little walk to begin with ...” Belle felt the r...eins taken. Felt the tug of the bit into her cheeks. “Off you go, Saucy ... just a nice easy walking pace. Let’s see how you move. Come on ... off! Thwack! Sven’s leathern training-strap fell across Belle’s rump. Then again. Thwack! Belle moved off, pulling the light carriage behind her. Seated low, Sven looked up admiringly at the superb hindquarters. You sure are messy Miss Charity, I hope your surprise isnt me cleaning your mess up, Jerome joked with a touch of confusion. Thats not it all , I said kneeling on the uniforms in front of him. What are you doing Miss Charity? Jerome said flushing Shush now Jerome, let Miss Charity show you the surprise I undid his belt buckle and brushed away his hands and pulled him towards me by the hemband when he tried pulling away. I unzipped his fly and pulled down his pants. He made nervous giggles and. The fat man was pleading for acceptance from me and grazing my feet.Although I was shocked, I did not pull my feet away. I let him graze me, and I am enjoying it. I definitely do not want to sleep with this man, but more than that, I want someone to be inside me and quench my thirst. I was dumbstruck.Scott gently took my shirt and put it away. I was dumb, stupid, and surrendered myself to my lust. The fat man stopped pleading. He dragged his huge body up the bed and went straight to the zipper. All of those rather pathetic rationalizations in case we made total asses of ourselves. That fear before you even start, is how do you get back? So without emotional wings to fly with, we cast ourselves out there, and without knowing what will befall, we pray to god for a gentle landing.I have often wondered wherein lay the greater trauma. Feeling terrified and ashamed if your intended lover shames you and rejects you, and says, ‘No,’ or the different kind of fear should she say, ‘Yes.’In this.