" they sat on the couch together, "Look, I'm not doing this because I'm angry, or because I like spanking you, or seeing you cry. I'm doing this, beca...use you have to learn that sex isn’t something to throw away to strangers, you have to talk to someone experienced like your mom."But, Mom I told you I will talk to you before I have sex with anyone in the future, but ...”“Sweetheart I'm your mother. When someone else has sex with you without my knowledge that reflects back on me and I have to. ...never breached the idea ofme wearing a tampon. And my flow was yet to get heavy, but I'm sure thatwould come soon, expecially considering how horny I was with waiting.That evening I relaxed with a bottle of wine and I decided to callKelli. It went to voice-mail."Kelli, I'll be around like we scheduled tomorrow for your house-work.But can we talk. Something is happening and if you're a part of it Iwant you to stop. It's not funny. I need your help."Half in the bottle, I must have sounded. "Thank you,' she said, fidgeting in her seat.”I don't want anyone to know what we talk about. I don't even want anyone to know that I'm here," she declared, her voice still sounding girlish, but with an edge of desperation. "If I need to come and see you again, I will want to schedule my appointments so that no one else is in your office. I don't want to be seen or recognized." The depth of the expression on her face accentuated her beauty, making her look almost as old as her true age. "I can. It happens to fall on Sunday. We'll have been back to school one month; you'll have the apartment and a new mattress. If you're finished with Karen's pips and we still feel the same about each other, I'll come to the apartment early and stay all day." I'm finished with the pips now. I'm going to cancel the other times with Karen." You can't. It wouldn't be fair to Karen." I've been thinking about it for some time. I'll write to her. She'll understand." Sammy, it's too late to cancel. You're due.