. I... Katie... it's my fault." I tried to sound gallant but it didn't come out that way. It sounded more like a whine."I don't want your excuses." Wi...th that Abigail stood up and walked over to the door. The click of the lock made both Katie and I jump. Katie looked like she was going to cry. We watched as she walked back behind her desk and sat down."Come over here Katie."Katie looked at me and hesitated."Now!"Katie jumped up and hurried over to Abigail, her head down."Take you're jacket. Dinner was a most very enjoyable meal and washed down with the Champagne. The conversation centred mostly about our lives after our breakup. He explained he felt heartbroken after my reaction after I had found him in bed with Sue.Mike once again asked me about unfortunate marriage and breakup. I explained how my life had been hell. He had never met Mark, the guy I married. Mark had a motor bike accident just before our marriage and that changed his whole personality. Our honeymoon was more or. I did as I was told and then immediately went to the toilet and puked. He laughed and said I would get used to it.I can't even begin to feel how ashamed I was and went back to my bunk and cried. I hadn't cried since I was 10 years old but that night I cried. Finally after hours of tormenting myself I fell asleep only to be shaken awake buy my cell mate. He told me it was time. I asked him what he meant, I said I thought I did what you wanted. He said that the reason he let me get away with. Uska figure 36 30 36 tha. Aur vo uska figure muje pagal kar raha tha.Muje laga raha tha ki me abhi uski sadi utar ke uske uske pati ke samne hi chodu but mene apni feeling ko control kiya.Aur rang uska itna gora tha ki agar chhu le to lal dag lag jaye.Usne muje pani diya aur me vaha betha.Me to soch raha tha ki uska pati kitna lucky he.Uske itni achhi biwi mili he.Tabhi uske pati ko ek call aya. Usne kaha ki me 15-20 minute me ata hu tum betho.Mene kaha thik he.Aur vo chala gaya.Ab me aur uski.