Which took me until I was 50!”We cut back to the interview as Carol continues to tell her story.“In the meantime, I was very confused ... And I go...t into experimenting ... I did all kinds of things ... And obviously, one of them was dogs ... My psychiatrist said I was punishing myself, trying to shame myself into suicide, or something like that ... I used to think it was part of hiding who I was, and that those urges would go away once I had my true body...”She smiles, takes a breath and then. She got up suddenly. She said, hey what is this? I trust you as a friend, how can you do this with me? I said I am sorry Anu but you are too sexy to resist. Can you please quick quiet and think logically. If you cooperate then we both can enjoy, even you need this.She said, no no, I am not that kind of a girl. I said you are a dry girl and I am your trusted friend, please cooperate. She was still in wine influence. She got up and went to the washroom. In the meantime, I prepared coffee for both. I could make décor a hobby or a side job of sorts. I won't have a lot of time and energy for more kids if I'm working all of the time and it would be nice not to need a nanny," Vicki decided."I must say that I'm pleased. I want to take care of you and would like to see you avoid the 'supermom' trap that so many women fall into these days. By the way, I don't want a pre-nup. It's stupid and insulting in this case. We'll stay together and very little of my stuff would count as community property,. " Yes, that's exactly what I want. You. Permanently. What sort of deal do you have with your house-mates?" He returned her smile and turned off his head, not satisfied but content, knowing there were all sorts of bits and strings dangling. There's more to this, a new chapter. Too sudden, immature, but very pleasant. This is a precipice. The hell with it. Onward."I'll have to pay my share until they find somebody."He nodded. "And change your address and phone number at school." That ought to.