Her feet did not touch the floor. She placed the breast pump back on her left nipple. I heard her nipple start to squeak. I then watched as it spur...t more milk in the small bottle. She filled up her bottle. She then took another bottle and switched to her right nipple. Emma started to bite her lower lip. She curled her toes. I could smell the warm breast milk in the thin cold air of the basement again. "Looks like your getting more milk...How do you feel?" I said. "This is so much. She thought about unzipping his pants, lowering hers.'He wouldn't fit,' she thought.It didn't matter anyway. Max came. Skye saw the telltale stain on hispants, the closed-eyed gasp of his face. She was right behind him, mostlikely making a stain of her own.Max was more than ready to leave after that, embarrassed and trying tocover up. Casey too felt bad but more so over what he had just done.That didn't stop him from taking the boys number.It also didn't stop him from recreating the scene. . not from a job, please! Do you really think i'm going to work for a living? No. I was off to see my fairly rich uncle, uncle Pauli for a loan.Uncle Pauli was my fathers older brother, and he had a second hand car dealership across town, and if i asked extra nicely, i was pretty sure he would loan me a few quid.Anyway after a long dull walk, i arrived at his car lot, and it was pretty impressive, he had all kinds of second hand shiny cars on his land, but i wasn't there for them, so i strolled. I turned away and hurried out.It didn't help.I was back at square one, in Hell. God she'd looked so pretty. Back home I drank until numb. It didn't work. In a moment of weakness, influenced by alcohol, I pulled out my cell phone and typed a message.'So sorry. I was wrong. I miss you so much. Please forgive me.'That message sat on the phone for half an hour waiting for me to push the send button. Visions of her filled my mind, so beautiful, such a special girl. With a deep breath, I steeled.