There was no where we could get condoms. One day I was exploring her body while she was laying on her back with her knees bent and her feet on the bed.... I would stick my finger just a little into her pussy hole and marveled how it clamped down on my finger. She was soaking wet. Fluid was running out of her hole down to her butt hole. I ran my finger down there and tickled the little crinkled brown ring around the hole. Each time I got near the hole she jumped. I asked if it hurt and she said no. Later that night, after the wildest sex we had ever had, I told her that I really had no problem with her request, although I would want to be there just in case something would go wrong. She agreed and we started making plans for Friday night.After what seemed like a month, Friday finally arrived. It was hard to concentrate at work all day Friday, just thinking about Kathy's request and all the things that could happen made time stand still. Finally the never ending day came to a grinding end.. You said it's for yourson?" That's right. Jessie's 16th birthday is coming up soon, and the poorboy has been so depressed lately. It's been more than a year since hisfather died, and he misses him terribly, as do I, but he just doesn'tseem to be pulling out of his funk at all. He's so sensitive, feelsthings so deeply, I think it's just been extra difficult for him." Sheset her coffee cup down, paused, closed her eyes for a long moment, andthen continued: "And there's what happened the other. "Okay, He stuck it in me SIX TIMES and I let him because he said he loved me. And you know what? I really loved making love! The baby was an accident; so okay, I'm a sinful, immoral Fallen Woman. I don't care; I STILL liked doing it." She sipped her water, rubbing her belly under the table with her other hand.Boy, that was something to think about. The world judged her so guilty she had to be hidden to have her shameful bastard child in secret. But watching her, I could tell her defiance wasn't.