.. ahhhhhh Cum with me Scccccccooooottttt!!!!” I yell out as i reach the edge of my climate and I saw my world around me starting to dematerializing... quickly everything was fading to white I knew what was to come next from my Subspace experiences earlier. I was on the very cuff of flying ( at least that what Scott called it when you blasted off into Subspace) As scott bend down I could barely make out his shadow since my vision had almost completely disappeared but I could feel his lips brush. I kept going, I had no idea what I was doing I just knew I wanted to touch her, touch inside her. ‘ Not here ‘ she whispered and turned around , she kissed me and walked off towards the bedroom and as she rounded the corner she said ‘ give me a minute the come in ok? ‘. I stood at the sink in shock, this was it, this was the moment I lose my virginity. I sniffed my fingers where they had been inside her, the smell of a woman. I took out my cock and began stroking it but had to stop as it felt. The first Monday after it all she was absolutely bubbling because Rory hadn't been the least bit iffy with her over the weekend and for the first and only time gave me a welcoming hug and a kiss. Clive saw her." Put two and two together and made five. It's still no business of his though." No, none at all."They got into bed. Briony's eyes were sparkling with mischief. "Do you want me to go and see if Susie wants to come and kiss you goodnight?"Tom flung back the duvet and whipped Briony across. I know in my heart that she did too."FUCK!" I sucked on my throbbing thumb. That's like the fifth nail I've missed today. Gotta concentrate, but ... I just can't.I dropped the hammer and went to the mini-fridge. I pulled out a Gatorade and went to sit in the rocking chair. It wasn't even 10:00 yet, but I decided I needed a break anyway.Sitting down, I rocked and drank."I need to just decide, one way or the other," I muttered.I'm either staying, or going. And if I stay ... I have to tell her the.