”She smiled. “I’m sad I didn’t get to take you but there will be others.” We talked for a bit, then she got up and stood behind me, her hand...s on my shoulders. “Let’s go back to bed?” I looked over my shoulder at her. “Just a cuddle if that’s all you want.” I nodded.It wasn’t just a cuddle I wanted. I wanted her to take me, prove to me that she wanted me, that she wasn’t just humouring me. Or, perhaps, I wanted to prove to myself that I could give myself still. Who can tell? I was wanton,. Now even though I don’t like the woman, my upbringing kicked in. I went out and helped her up, her left knee was bleeding, as was the left hand. I picked her up and grabbed the suitcase, carrying both as we headed for the house.I placed Jayne on the sofa, and just left the case behind the door, now where was that first aid kit, I thought. Finding it I went back to the sofa, and a now crying sister-in-law. Ignoring the tears, I took out some medi wipes, and began to clean her knee. “ouch” she. " I wanted her pussy so bad that I knew I had to behave and do exactly what she said. At this point she was shoving my face so far into her, I was gasping for air. Then she asked me "Is it clean yet?" I responded with "Yes Baby." She said "Good, then I guess you can fuck me...but only for 2 minutes." I was so excited I got right on top of her and started to fuck her. My dick was feeling so small inside of her. I could feel hardly anything. Cordell had torn her up good. As I started to. Then I fixed some breakfast, ate and started my day. Maybe it was petty of me to just ignore Martha's request, but it made me feel better.I was actually feeling pretty good as I showered and dressed.You know, one of the things that happens when your wife seems to find you undesirable is you ask yourself, why? As I prepared, I wondered again, for the, I don't know, maybe thousandth time, what was wrong with me?I hadn't changed in my hygiene practices. I showered every morning, and shaved most.