To my surprise, she agreed.Through the whole summer we were at each others' throats. Fight after fight turned into better and better sex. So the dea...l was still on. Apartment shopping became a rather particular kind of hell, as both of us lived outside of the city with our parents in the off-season. But as luck would have it Beth had a friend that had kept her apartment for the summer, and we were welcome to use it as needed. At first it was strictly business. We needed a centrally. "It doesn't affect you, at least you don't think it does. It's just a normal intrusive thought, that's what everybody says. You believe them. You tone the voice out, in your darkest moments you lump it in as just another negative thought. Just another sign of depression. But it doesn't just speak in your low moments, it's always there in your highest points. When you graduate, when you're promoted, when you feel love for your partner."You could do so much better."It affects you, you know for a. She’s always been a bit of a wild card with men, but I’ve never known her to be this upset over any man before.”“Well I know Tim cares for her a great deal, even Bill and Tom seem stuck on Julie and Carol. I really don’t think it’s just the sex.”“I think you could be right,” she murmured.“So enough about them, how do you feel?”“Lonely and missing my Bobby,” she whispered.“So you’ve not blown his Nibbs out then.” He said chuckling.She looked into his eyes, “I’d do anything to blow him right. WELL I GUESS I BETTER HAVE MORE THAN A FEW IF YOU ARE GOING TO DO WHAT YOU SAY YOU ARE GOING TO DO.(SHE THINKS I'M JUST JOKING).SEE YOU IN A WHILE. BY! (SANDY GRABS THE BOTTLE POORES A TALL WATER GLASS OVER ICE AND TOPS IT OFF WITH A SOUR WISKY MIX.)I ARIVED AT THE BAR THERE WERE A LOT OF REALLY NICE PUTS OUT FRONT ALMOST ALL OF THEM WERE CUSTOM BUILT, AFTER CHECHING THEM OUT I ENTERED SAT AT THE BAR END, ORDERD A GIN AND CHECKED OUT ALL THAT WERE THERE NOTHING BUT BIKER DUDES AT THE END OF.