Huh, must not be in total control. She looks back at me, her facetense, concerned, the remote still in her hand. "Are we going to haveany trouble?"I d...on't answer right away. Taking a quick inventory, I feel like I'mback all the way, fully me, but I didn't notice much difference whenshe had me at Twenty five Pink."Show me" I say.She turns the controller so that I can see the display. It's FortyBlue."All the way, then we talk."She hits a couple of more buttons and flips it in her hand so that. His moans would turn me on to put his dick even deeper. He said he was enjoying it and so was I Then he told me to stop as he would cum. so he told me to lie down. He came near me and started licking my neck. I whispered in his ears, “Can you put that thing inside me”he smiled and said, Ok. He slowly guided his dick near my pussy. I took it in my hand and put it inside my pussy. It was my first sexual encounter and I wasnt regretting losing my virginity to my cousin.I knew he deserved that. It. He smiled saying it made him hot to see the family the people that trusted me to be faithful when I was out on the road. Then he got to his feet and shoved his erect cock in my face. “So, what do you want more? To be faithful to your family or to fuck around with me?” I grabbed his hips and put my mouth around his mushroom headed dick. I sucked him slowly but eagerly. Fuck he tasted good. I reached between his legs and poked my finger into his butt hole. It felt warm, wet and slimy. I popped. So I resigned myself to dressing in the privacy of my room, whilstcontinuing to try to make contact with some of the t-girls who wereclearly active in the North East. On the odd evening and at weekends Itook to dressing as 'Sheena' and started posting messages on a couple oft-girl forums. After spending time sifting out sexual opportunists, Ieventually made contact with a 'girl' called Cindy who seemed nice andgenuine. She lived in Newcastle and told me of a couple of places I mightcare to.