She gave a sidelong glance to myself and Aunt Anne. I looked away.It was no surprise that the respectable pretence to the neighbours was successful, b...ut it was delicious to overhear the evidence of it and to be confronted so potently with the double lives that Lucy and Bill, and we, their guests, were now leading. I thought of the contrast between the Lucy talking over the fence to her nice neighbour and the Lucy who had initiated me in performing anal sex, and who had conspired to bring about. ..but...I was in love with Nicole, and I couldn't imagine hurting her like that." Did you really? Is that really what you said?"He reached over and picked up the telephone from its cradle on the side table. "Call him."I took the phone from him and looked at it for a long time. Then I put it back. I knew I didn't want to talk to Jack right now.I touched my lips for a moment. I remembered the feel of her lips on mine. Was it all just an act, to get to Siller through me? But wait, it wasn't even. We set it up to meet in Cindy's apartment that very night. When I got there Maria was already there drinking some margaritas. She was a little tipsy but not drunk. We all started off by just talking about our first sexual experiences and what we like to do in bed. After a while the tension cleared between all of us. Cindy then got up and said "I think I'll leave you two alone". Cindy went into the next room but kept the door slightly open so she could peek. I didn't mind. We started off. But she responded so well to sensual stimulus ... and, at this point, my ego and id both centered around the joy I could give. My reward being recognition as a competent lover.My hand was massaging her inner thigh, I'd learned that, like most women, sometimes she liked a lot of foreplay and sometimes she liked to get down to business quick ... but, whichever, SHE wanted to call the shots. Something else to stand in the way of a long term relationship. But I knew it was always best NOT to rush.