I feel happier with my life now but it could have been very different. When I left school in the summer of 1986 there was not a lot of choice in what ...you could do. A number of industries had closed down in recent years or relocated elsewhere in the country. Some of my friends had found employment, some went on to Youth Training Scheme’s, some did nothing but I decided to go to College. It was whilst at College that I had my first introduction to lesbianism. It was only brief fumblings back at. I hadn’t been paying much attention to the game, but they both stood up and yelled just as Justin Smoak put one over the fence. Everybody was standing and the boys couldn’t see anything. Jack and I reached for boys at the same time and Damon was up on my shoulder at the same time that Drew was perched on Jack’s. Both boys were screaming as loud as the rest of the crowd put together. The organ was playing; fireworks were going off on the big screen as a picture of a baseball flying through the. Among the girls was my long time crush Rakshita. She was a really fair girl with light green eyes and with a curvy hourglass figure. She was 5ft4inches and reached my shoulders. I had been her friend for many years now.Playing the same sport helped me a lot to spend more time with her. Almost everybody knew I had a thing for her. So as days went by we were hard at work for weeks and then one day it turned out that my neither of my team mates were coming nor were her team mates. As soon I came. Your stomach hasn't had anything for a couple of weeks."I waited but she didn't say anything else. Now I was starting to worry."Look Ma'am, if you don't want to tell me what happened and how badly I was injured would you send someone in here who will? I'd like to know!"Just then Dr. Ravenhawk walked into the room. "At easy, Sergeant. It is not the job of the Nursing staff to report on a patients injuries. It's the job of the Doctor in charge of the patient. In other words, me. Now what would.