When our eyes met I wondered if she would break down and apologize for what she did. Instead the shock of seeing me standing there brought questions w...hy I was home so early. "What did you do?"Oh yeah, it's on!Step three, "I was fired." "What?!" The bitch got me fired." "Why? What did you do?"I couldn't have set it up any better, "Why am I not surprised you would think that I did anything wrong? I'm just nothing but a fucking screw up to you aren't I? Well fuck you!" as I went back to my new. Didi ashta ashta amk dhkaglo, amr kono shara sobdo na peya sha amr gayar upr hath dsa joria dore sua porlo prai 20min pr didi’r 1ta kaj dekha ame obak! Atkkn j hath ta amr buka cilo ta ashta ashta amr dhon r upr nai gelo, ame gum r van kore dekcelam didi r ki kore kicukkn pr didi uta light on kore ame chok bondo kore pore roilam deklam didi shamna asha amr lungi tula amr dhon ta dekcha r amr dhon tho didi dorai fula tight.Tarpr didi light off kore abr pasha sua 1hath a amr dhon r 1hath a tar. We did and he started asking Grandpa about the girl and if she would live, still ignoring me. Soon an older woman I had seen earlier in the lodge with Spotted Owl brought me some food on a piece of birch bark. I smiled and said, ‘Thank You.’ She just smiled and left without saying a word. Grandpa saw her and said, ‘That’s Rain, the girls’ mother.’ ‘I recognized her from inside. Doesn’t she speak English?’ ‘She speaks American probably better than I do.’ ‘Then why didn’t she say anything?’. The real problem was that she didn't stay around long enough to talk about how she felt about it.Part of the evolution in her attitude was that, when she got home, she expected what happened to show on her, like some scarlet letter. She expected her mother to take one look at her and scream "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!" When, instead, her mother simply glanced at her and said "How did the tests turn out?" she was flatly amazed that what had happened apparently didn't show."Not so good," she said.