" I asked the two of them.They both looked at me."Brenda, what position do you have sex in?"She was kind of caught off guard at the question, but stil...l answered it. "I like to have the guy on top the best. I really feel connected to the guy when he is on top." Ok, have you ever done it doggy style?" Yes, but I feel kind of used when we do it like that." How does it feel?" Good I guess. The guys I have done that with really get in deep. I liked it, but not connected at all to them. What are you. Over pressurein my head, about to burst - like Zanna's Land Rover. The questionrocks me, light on my feet - ready to bolt, take cover. Her tone issoft, welcoming, friendly. When I turn there is the hotel lady fromlast night, standing in a Staff Only doorway beside the reception desk.She smiles - open, genuine. I swallow nervously. What does she see? AmI completely fucked up? Do I think I am a woman when she sees only aman?"Would you like some coffee?" she asks."I need..." Tears prickle my eyes. ."After two and half hours of practice, our producer mercifully allows usto take a break to rest our tired voices, and as we approach therefreshments table, talk instantly returns to mine and Kayla's personallives."I mean, you know," Adeola says, "the two of you, like, spend virtuallyall your time together, you know?" ...We LIVE together," I protest."Yeah, but, you know..." Adeola shrugs."I think Addie might be trying to hint that you might want to spend timewith other friends," Becca. The nanny’s name was Maria and she had been a little shy with her ass lately because her old boyfriend from south of the border was coming up from his job in the valley to hump her like crazy right in her piece of shit car. He was the jealous type and both Frank and Marie figured it would be better to stay all professional whilst he was buzzing around the honey.His all-leather interior luxury car still had that faint odor of “New” on it and he could tell that his pregnant date for the evening.