While I was as yet untrained and without focus, as aresult of my wandering lost in the 'web', I had a rough idea of what myfate would be over the next... few months. The details lacked definition,but the general direction and ultimate destination were unavoidable. Iwas aware from 'possible' future conversations that my parents had foundme unconscious in my room and called for an ambulance. The hospital hadquickly diagnosed that I was experiencing a mild 'burnout' due to mymanifesting as a mutant.. ”Situation was getting serious. So I kept hand on his mouth and said,” don’t utter a word now. I really love it when u keeps on praising me. I really love it when a drop of tears shines in ur eyes when u talks such cute lines. And I really love u when u asks me not to leave u. But aadi even I love u …. So I can’t think of life with out u.” And kissed him on his left cheek. Then I asked him to get ready as I was eager to know what the surprise is. We came back at dressing room. I sat on sofa. He. WITHOUT WARNING I GRABBED MY STRAP-ON ATTACHED MY TRAINER AND LUBED IT UP AND GOT BEHIND HIS ASS AS HE PUT IT IN THE AIR AS HE WAS TOLD. THE TRAINER WAS NO BIGGER THAN 4 INCHES LONG AND MAYBE 2 INCHES WIDE. IT FIT HIM WELL AS I TURNED ON THE VIBRATOR TO GIVE HIM THE FULL EFFECT HE TRIED TO FIGHT ME AS I WHIPPED HIM AGAIN AND TOLD HIM NOT TO MOVE OR HE WOULD GET WORSE AND BIGGER THAT I WOULD NOT BE SO EASY NEXT TIME. AS I TURNED IT TO HIGH AND STUCK IT IN AGAIN AND AGAIN HE STARTED TO BUCK. Two big doors in front and a small one behind creates a cooling breeze, as the temperature outside reaches 35.5 deg c. We set up the amps so that they can be heard outside and start a practice and sound check. Everything is set, or so I thought. The ex- lead guitar says, “The drummer has something for you. Over there,” he points. We walk outside to find the singer and the drummer deep in conversation until our arrival. Grinning the drummer hands me a 50mm square pouch with a lanyard on it! “Gee.