"Oh, you're not coming up for drinks?" Dixie asked."He's too young," my sister answered for me."So?" Amber shot back, and before anything else could b...e said, I jumped out, and started following the two beautiful women to the place. my sister bringing up the rear.Walking into my sister's place was a bit of a shock. They were setup pretty nice. With a large flat screen tv on the wall, plush couches, glass tables, the works. I couldn't imagine what rent must be like, even split among the three of. But it hurt, and it sucked, and there was nothing I could do about it. The only way for me to have a life was to move on from my old one. I had to kill the girl. For months, and even years to come, there would be weak moments, where I would melt down and just lose it. Funerals were my destruction. Every time for the rest of my life, I would melt down at a funeral, even if I never knew the decedent. It would remind me of the me whom I had to lose, the me I had to kill, the me whom I loved. At last, I stepped back, holding her at arm’s length by the shoulders. In the dim candlelight, I gazed deep into her eyes. ‘I just want you to know… I won’t do anything you don’t want me to do, okay?’ ‘I know,’ Jenni replied, her voice even softer than usual, her eyes never wavering. ‘I trust you, immensely, more than I’ve trusted anyone outside my immediate family.’ I released my girlfriend and removed the backpack, setting it on the floor in front of her closet door. ‘Why did you bring. He loves art. Why not study something you love? I believe he's going to be something big in life," she looked at me and winked. My heart melted."So ... have you bought a dress yet honey?" My mom asked my sister. She was good at changing subjects. I secretly thanked her for that."I have. It's simple but gorgeous. I won't go into much detail about it in front of my future husband," Stephanie playfully jabbed Caleb. Caleb laughed. I wanted to just get out of the kitchen.After breakfast, my mom and.