I pay for everything and run from the restaurant. I go home and cry myself to sleep. I never see David again although I do receive an invitation to hi...s wedding. It is the same woman. I discard it fiercely. As autumn turns to winter my mood changes to leaden depression. There are many days I don't get up except to read my mail. Nothing but junk and bills. I pay the bills morosely. When I go to bars it is to get drunk and be picked up. I spend a lot of time in strange beds with men I don't. “You mean like if I didn’t ask whether you felt comfortable and just kept going? I don’t do that, people would get scared talking to me.”“Try me,” Alaina said, smiling mischievously. “It might be fun.”Laura tilted her head and smiled, her brows raised. “If you say so. Back to your questions, then: Will didn’t mind what I wore when we went out, but I liked teasing him and getting him all riled up. Oh, you like to do that, too? Well, what about...” She held out her hands and accepted the black. I'm ready to ride Toni." Shae speaks confidence out loud, feeling it pass over her, reminding her of her strength. "Problem is pork chop, you don't know what the fuck you're riding." Toni looks at her with what seems like pity. Shae brushes her off and looks ahead focusing on her performance. Walking into the dark behind the scenes Toni calls back, "Better hope that b**st don't stomp you to death. Good luck darlin."___Shae revels in the connection she feels as she begins her first dance,. When i was in the toilets doin a piss the guy came in at my back and stood beside me asking me if i liked his wife i replied that i did and that she had a great body . I seen him taking a look at my cock and he said stick around here and we could go back upto his room later and he would let me fuck her. I could feel my cock starting to get a little hard just at the thought .When we got back to the table my two friends had fucked off into town and things started to hot up a little she kept.