I was in paradise, one pair of white cotton bikini with a little bow in the front and some residue (little yellow) in the crotch. A bonner was in plac...e right away, I did not know what to do, for some reason I smell them and I was gone out of this world. I took my shorts off along with my boxer with already pre-come. The next move... you guessed it right, I put those panties on me, still with a hard on, put back my boxers, shorts and wash my hands.... closed the basket and went down stairs. What. Now I would never get the chance to tell him everything that needed to be said. I clutch my pillow tight to my body squeezing as if it were him. Tears roll down my face. Lying myself back down against the pillows I cried myself to sleep. The next morning I wake up praying that last night had just been a terrible nightmare but knowing damn well it had not been. My baby cousin was truly gone. The young man I considered my brother from the very start was dead and I would never get to see him. .. fascination." Ohhh, can we please not go down that road, again?"Annika secretly appreciated Mike's company. His borderline femininity was not all that attractive to her, but his looks distracted her from time to time. In her many distracted states, his whiny voice would always douse all flames and scatter the smoldering embers abroad. However, she would date him, she thought to herself, even have casual sex with him only because of her curiosity about how he would make love. Annika loathed. I thought you were different David.’ David: ‘Jacqui wait…’ Jacqueline then headed into the hallway. I tried to grab her arm when she forcefully pulled it away. Jacqueline: ‘DON’T TOUCH ME! What was your plan David? Get me into bed like those hookers? Another notch on your bedpost?’ That was the point when I had enough. I then stopped Jacqueline from leaving, holding her arms so I could get a word in. David: ‘FIRST OF ALL…CALM DOWN!’ Jacqueline: ‘Calm down? Fine. Just tell me the truth, were you.