"So we ended up spending a lot of time together.And both of us soon realized that part of the reason we were shunned wasbecause we didn't fit the boy/...girl rules very well.So maybe it was only natural that once we bonded over that, we startedconsidering playing by a different set of rules entirely.It was Jamie who came up with the idea of us swapping genders.It started because I was at her place one day, and found myself admiringthe petty dresses that had been stuffed into the back of her. Just like when you try to sneak around in them." Let just say lead balloon implanted itself in my gut. "Wait what" i said spluttering "aw relax no one cares. We are just waiting to see if you turn into just a big of a freak as Jackson. Personally i like your ass better anyway. Thicker wider more to get a hold of." He said pouring an extra large shot in my glass "here take that and relax my man no one cares." I literally downed the entire glass full of tequila in one shot as my head spun. O was. The cousin shouted, “I’m gonna kill that...”A bar of soap getting inserted roughly into the man’s mouth cut off the shout. Ed bent down and said, “I told you that I’d shove the soap into your mouth if you said one more word.”The man tried to spit out the soap, but Ed held it in place. The man struggled desperate to get the soap out of his mouth. John put his hand on Ed’s and said, “Enough.”Straightening, Ed said, “His mother should have done that to him when he was a kid.”“I agree,” replied. My body was already struggling hard in abstinence, and the effects were clearly visible, but I was aware I had gone too far in my ways of coping with the world. I had set off from Paris yesterday, leaving my arsenal there, from the fake MD ID to the needle and the few ampoules of morphine I had been left with. Morphine--the last port of my loneliness.The suitcase laid open next to me. I rolled over to it and rummaged in. My hand soon found what it was searching for, the smooth surface of a.