At the last second Lisa leaned back, so the only thing Sharon got was the front of Lisa’s very expensive looking silk blouse, ripping it down the fr...ont, revealing her lacy blue pushup bra. ‘Damn you,’ Lisa screamed, looking down at her ruined top. ‘Do you know how much this blouse cost me?’ The girl lunged at Sharon, pushing her backwards, until the two of them fell to the floor. Sharon used the momentum of their falling bodies to cause the two women to tumble across the floor. All the time. So I said it with my hug.She turned around and put her forehead against mine, looking me in the eye. She told me that she loved me. Then she said that if I’d had any doubts about how much, I shouldn’t have them anymore. I said no, I definitely wasn’t questioning that. She said what had happened was just between us. Nobody else needed to know. I agreed.I don’t remember how I said it, but I asked if she would do it again. Not right then but in the future. She laughed. I think she was relieved. *******Thanks for sticking with me through all of the boring stuff, but I think it's really important to understand that even the most seemingly normal, well-adjusted, happy boy can become what I am today.In fact, if you're reading this, it might very well be that you're on your way to joining me. If so, then please accept my sassiest, silliest, sissiest squeals of congratulatory glee. There really is nothing better, although I'm glad most boys don't see it that way.That just means more for me. .. I thought my life was over. I felt as though a large part of me had died as well. It took many months for me to begin to lose that sense of hopelessness. And even then, I still felt myself drifting. Then, out of nowhere, you came back into my life; and right away, I had something to live for. You almost literally saved my life."I paused at that point, affording Wendy the chance to say what was on her mind. She reached up and placed the palm of her hand against the side of my face. Its cool.