I guess I kind of got the hang of it after that. The lasting relationship thing. They didn’t last long for the most part until I was a bit older. �...��I was a pretty arrogant, know-it-all kind of hippie kid. But I guess there were attractive enough aspects to me, since there was only a few months during my twenties when I wasn’t hooked up with someone.’ He paused. ‘Though at the time it seemed like an exceedingly long few months, I remember well. I was despondent.’ ‘I wonder if you could talk. The kiss was passionate but gentle, with no tonguing. Suddenly, she pulled her face away from mine, continuing to press her palms against the sides of my head. The glitter in her eyes, I could see, came from excitement, happiness and recent pleasure."Myra, you'll never guess! When I went to the ladies room at the break, Tom followed me and came in behind me. Even after this morning with both of us, he was still hard and ready. We were in there all of ten minutes but he fucked me into total. I became the woman I was meant to be so long ago, it is almost impossible for me to remember ever being that “other self.” It took a while to figure it all out of course. Most gurls know the story – discovering dad’s girly magazines, the fascination, the urge not just to look at, but to look like those beautiful women. The first foray into mom’s or sister’s closet. The breathless thrill of slipping into your first pantyhose or bra, the first touch of lipstick, the first pair of heels, most. I found myself leaving the door open and wearing just my boxers around the house. I also started spying on My step mom when she would take her showers on saturday mornings since my dad always played poker on Saturdays from 8-2. Well needless to say I was taking more and more risk. The only porn I had was in my parents vcr This was in the early 90's. Well i was in there room watching the tape and I had my pants around my ankles leaning up against the foot of there bed. I had been going at a.