"Have you drank it all, or is there any of that nectar left?" I asked as I walked into the lounge, I was wearing just a short robe over a pair of whit...e panties, the biggest I had (but that wasn't saying much.)He'd changed into a pair of cut off shorts that displayed his muscular thighs and grinned at me as he poured out some more champagne,"Are you ready for your massage?" and gestured to a large bath towel on the floor,"Ooh yes please" I smiled, "But it's my back you know, my nipples are fine". Can I get a pill? Ambien? Trazodone? Heroin? I didn’t think he’d give me the opium but I had a shot at the others. I lay there thinking I was the victim of raised standards. I used to think like-sleep was good enough, and now it wasn’t. Perhaps I should reconsider? That scotch was in the trunk, not far at all. But it was 7 in the morning, I was four or five hours from home, from Mom, from my birthplace, from Father Rick, from Jane Austen née Miller, the prettiest girl in the ninth grade. Eighth. It would hurt me. It would tear apart my ass cheeks.? I kissed on her forehead, ran my finger in her hairs and told, ?No Sonali! Nothing would go wrong! You would get the real pleasure. I assure you I will fuck manly.? And she agreed to me with a naughty smile. Then I moved to his ass and started caressing. I crushed her ass and bubs. I mauled her ass at my best. I licked the valley of the ass like a dog. I further tickled her asshole with my tongue. I slid it in and out. She was. Before leaving though he pulls me by my hair and looks me in the eye and says “when you sleep you sleep as Jessica, got it? I left your dress you're to wear tonight on your suitcase, don't forget the picture.” and he leaves. I lay there feeling his juice leak out feeling dirtier by the second. I stand up and walk to my shower, naked, and turn on the water as hot as it will go but before I get in I see myself in the full length mirror. If I ignored the fact that I knew I was man I would see what.