My handsand forearms are covered in elbow-length lavender gloves. My auburn hair,which usually cascades to my shoulders, is piled atop my head in an e...legantupsweep, with just a few stray tendrils dangling near my ears. Althoughthey're basically hidden by the length of the gown, my feet are propped up by2 1/2 inch spike heels.In the days since my transformation, which have stretched now to weeks,months and years, I've spent many, many hours trying to figure out a way tocommunicate with someone. Smith had already found John and chastised him for being asleep in the hay. After humiliating the boy, he retired to his room, his daily routine calling for a nice long shower. John's mind began to churn, angry with his master for telling him he was a useless prick. "I'll show you how useless my prick is," John thought.He walked into the kitchen where he found Clara hurrying to complete her morning chores before Mr. Smith finished his shower. She was hoping he wouldn't notice her sleeping in.. The long weekend began and my mind constantly raced as to when or if this was going to happen. I didn’t want to be too persistent but I was constantly aware of every situation to see if any time presented itself as the right time. It was tough. There were so many people in the house there was hardly a moment any of us were alone. On the second night, my wife’s sister and I found ourselves alone in the kitchen making some drinks to take outside to the bonfire. We knew it wouldn’t be long before. The furious thirty-eight year old was smoking cigarettes so quickly and unconsciously, he realized with a start he was down to his last one. Taking a short cut to the heart of the city, Scott decided to quickly stop at his favorite dive, The Horsehead Pub. Here, his best buddy Mel could get him some cigarettes dirt cheap. At the same time, Scott figured a few rounds of vodka would dull his pain and give him more courage to carry out his sinister deed. Nightfall was quickly descending as Scott.