I don't like them but I am not afraid. Should the big one hit me I have made up my mind to let it take me. I don't need another operation and the half...-life that I would have to endure afterwards. I am seventy-six and reason that I have not done too badly. I regret many things and feel happiness for more than I regret, although Ramsay does loom large in my regrets. My Will is updated, the house will go to into a Trust and Jean will receive an income from the trust. The trust will maintain the. How many people are there in this Clifton clan, Maddy?" There's a lot of them. They have four ranches and they have big families. I'd say that with men, women and children there are thirty or forty of them. There's probably that many more hired hands." Well, we're certainly not going to go after them. We'll let them come to us. Does anyone have any thoughts as to how we can protect Rawhide's herd?"Everyone sat quietly for a few minutes, then Stu said, "The only thing I can think of is to ride. ”“I am so sorry,” she blubbed.“He is a brute, he knows no better,” I explained, “You have been brought up a gentlewoman to live among Gentlefolk, you can not set that aside and rut with low borns.” I added, “Why low born wenches would have consorted for years by your age and have caverns readily able to swallow the blacksmiths girth and more.”I kissed her forehead. “You my love deserve the utmost tenderness.” I kissed her neck. “Kindness not animal passion,” I kneaded her left mound,. “Guess I better get out of here,” I said.Addie kissed me with those soft lips, the lips that I knew were going to be kissing her lover in just a few minutes. “Love you,” she said.“You too, have fun,” I answered back. Then I was out the door to the Jeep, my heart rate going a thousand times a minute, tummy full of – something, not just butterflies, maybe an entire flock of geese flapping their wings. In short, I was a nervous wreck! It almost felt like that time a couple weeks earlier when I’d.