I’m not always around when she gets undressed,” Chuck said sharply.“Why are you upset?”“I don’t know.”“You do know.”“No, I don’t...!”“I’ll save you the embarrassment of having to say it. You don’t like the idea of her getting undressed around others. You’re afraid that she’s going to jump in bed with some guy, and you’ll lose her,” Oliver said.“Maybe,” Chuck said.“Now we’re getting somewhere,” Oliver said. He added sarcastically, “Maybe.”“I don’t like where we’re going,” Chuck muttered under his. I tried to ignore them and keep doing my "job". I didn't want her to be in any pain at my party..so I was doing whatever I could to prevent it. Nevertheless, her moans became louder and they were actually starting to have a strange affect on me, I noticed my nipples were starting to grow harder. I have never experienced a sexual encounter with a woman before, so I honestly do not know how the rest of this story took place...Carmen was sitting in a chair by her desk with her back exposed. " Well, if we leave Polly out of it," she said, "That leaves potential breeding females as Spirit, and maybe one of the new dogs. Crystal, maybe. Damn the person that spayed Crosstie." We've pretty well rejected Spirit already, and Crystal, I don't know enough about," Josh said. "Under the circumstances, it'd be a month or two before we could breed her. We'd be cutting it tight if any pups would be available the year after next. Your dad really cut it too tight with George, but he was dog. But when I got to the door I collapsed. Those negative thoughts wereback, even stronger than before. I could not move. I was shakinguncontrollably. I needed to go back and put on my girly stuff. When Idid I am sure the feeling was like a junkie getting the first fix aftermonths of rehab. I just felt so calm and in control. There was aeuphoria that seemed more real than any chemical could supply. Had Ibecome dependent on women's underwear?I felt that I needed to talk to Dr McLennan. I.