There would be these fleeting harmonies as strings shifted together but differently, you know?”“I understand. You want to catch the odd harmonics....”“I do. I can do it on my ... synthesizer. I hate calling it that, even if I guess creating sound exclusively through electronics makes it one. But I’d like to create a band of them. Or not just them, but with other more analog instruments. Fretless instruments. And maybe some specially tuned marimbas. Maybe even purchasing one of Partch’s. And with. And you also know that in giving you what you wanted you turned me into an absolute sex maniac and you loved it."She stopped talking and stared at me for several more seconds and then she said, "Good night" and she turned and left.I had to do some soul searching because Lily was right, at least about most of it. I wasn't ready to admit that I had wanted to suck Todd's cock, but for a lot of years I had wondered what it would be like. On everything else she was right on the money. I could have. I was only twenty-one, Ryan wouldn't have wanted me sitting at home with our daughter every day. He'd have wanted me to have fun, and even find someone else. I just hadn't brought myself to live without him, until now at least. I had come to realize I needed to move on. I guess that's why when John called, I jumped at the chance to get out for a bit.John was a long time friend. We met when he was in the Navy serving with my dad. It wasn't long until we had a strong bond. He had been a big. He flicked off the safety and took careful aim. Apparently the boss came just as Jase fired, because he straightened up a bit. It didn't make any real difference, but Jase had aimed for the bridge of the boss' nose, and the bullets hit him in the lower jaw. Whatever happened, the result was a foregone conclusion. The boss' head disappeared in a shower of blood, bone, flesh, and brains.The guards were not far behind him in dieing. Judy gave each one a single shot in the chest with an HP round..