Overthe months I had finessed the requirements of my behaviour in order toensure maximum possible exposure and as such, maximum possibleembarrassment....One of the my rules was that when I had parked in the car park I was toget out within 30 seconds of my car stopping, lock it and then stand atwhichever end of the car was most visible to the rest of the car parkbefore starting my various tracking devices. Today, as I'd merelydriven straight in, I was standing at the boot of my car.My GPS always. And while I wasn’t a virgin, I could count on one finger the guys I’d been with and on one hand the times we’d done it.When the summer after high school hit I wasn’t even sure I was going to college. Two things had me considering: First, I knew I couldn’t spend my life in Flyspeck, Jr. And second? I was, as of very recently, dating a guy who was in college. We’d met kind of accidentally and I was feeling him out as I was letting him feel me up. We hadn’t gone much further than that, which was. "I like you."Her words instantly stopped the shakes."I like you too." I smiled, but couldn't meet her eyes with mine."Well I guess we should finish this," she said, taking her satchel offher shoulder and pulling out her books, "then we can have some fun."Fun...Her words kept stopping my mind in its tracks. I hadn't really goneround to friend's houses, not even boys, for years, I preferred to readand watch TV on my own, at home. I didn't really know what fun meantanymore - especially to a girl.. The last thing I wanted to do was create a new problem, reopen the wounds, or act like a jerk.“I’ll see you on Tuesday,” I said, then drained my coffee cup.She nodded, drained hers and we left the coffee shop. I headed back to the office to make one phone call, then went home to wait for Bethany who was supposed to arrive about 5:00pm.“Do you want me to get Jess by myself?” Kara asked.“No. The LAST thing I need to do is give Bethany priority over you or Jess. Doing THAT would be about the.