At first it wasn’t anything other than cousins hanging out, and being best friends. But as we got closer and older it became more sexual. It sta...rted out with flirting and teasing, casual but, fun, nothing serious. It was when we both graduated high school where it got interesting.Maria, had gotten into it, with my aunt and uncle, and I had just moved into a small one story house. So naturally, she stayed at my place. I volunteered to sleep on the couch, and she would take the bedroom. I. I was also sated, for the first time in the last couple days I wasn’t feverish around Momma. I finally had gotten a taste of her as well in last night’s debauchery; albeit she was drunk and obviously didn’t remember what had happened. I had my cake and ate her too.The rest of the day was quiet, we had brunch, and hung out a bit. The trailer was very quiet that day as we both recovered on our own way. I don’t think we spoke more then a dozen sentences to each other the entire day, Momma. There was little I could do, he was stronger, faster, bigger, younger and I gulped at the realization of what was happening. The worst thing was that he seemed to know that I was attracted to him. Even I didn't know it because I was in such deep denial, but he was right. I was staring at his cock and his body and there was a small bulge in my pants that was growing. All the while he was taking video of me standing in my awkward state. He took my silence for compliance, but he didn't move. This was it. I was going to go in wearing shorts and pantyhose or put on my jeans. I decided to go for it.I went in the backdoor and immediately I saw 3 guys standing around the back booths. Not exactly what I was looking for. The guys that would just hang out would get with anyone and were often seedy and not very clean looking. I have always preferred men older than me for a number of reasons. I walked past them and didn't make any eye contact. None of them said anything or followed me so I.